Seeing The Evil

今天看到这个老人坐在棺材旁边晒太阳,我说给他照张相,他笑着说这会是他的遗像..

i need a dictionary anywhere so i thought of purchasing an itouch . downloaded a free blackberry dictionary program saved $300 oh yeah.

a friend from prime school was back yesterday. havent seen him since then. we decided a meeting. the food was ridiculous,i hate any perchasing during the spring festival. we had fun whatever. btw, i didnt pay anything haha. im the one who still in college. most of them live on their own and some of them are now being parents lol. rich people judge the bill im out. so yea, it is good to take gap years before college hahahahh.

after supper, we need hands to play cards game. asked some high school friends out, I still paid nothing sweet. FREE midnight snack came after haha. i love you dudes, yes homo .

the spring festival pics

and i was born in the year of tiger

boreder then weaker.

way too kidish to talk about life. long way to run.

darksiders was a good game. sorry to post nagetive comment earlier. the grapihcs were getting better as the story line was going on. Horseman is making presure on Kratos lol.

Feeling its less and less people could talk things over with me. Yea i cant say everyone was fault but most of them are boring no doubt, no hater. This time I’m feeling its positive to be isolated.

Decided to get a new haircut. the old one made me look way too kidish hah.

some friends asked me out for some midnight snacks.actually ,they are lonely people who drink beer without taste lol. hey just drink yours dont push me into the lonely world.

i need a macbook, im really lost in the sense of colors. lol at the lenovo monitor.

needless to say its a real life, on the other hand its hard to feel anything real. luckly i began feeling the art of boredom as well the art of uselessness.

cant use the internet on my laptop these days..sorry

if anything just leave comment here,i can keep it private ..sorry no aim

tired of slacking….

刚才看到一个madi的访谈,里面有这么一句话….

听说她在国内某知名论坛被群喷了,一搜找到了这个访谈就点了进去..我觉得这里面的逻辑性有点意思..实在不知道怎么用语言来说..大概,我猜我们能看见别人看不到的东西吧..对我来说的话,看上面 – seeing the evil

开始的时候我也喜欢做违背大众理念的事,真正的叛逆..后来有意识地选择做事情的时候却惊地发现做的东西也还是在违背大众理念,当然这两种违背的方向不一样..很不公平,这些东西让我们受了很多委屈,背负着愤青,不争气之类的名号..又没有办法用语言讲明白,讲不过他们..我们是受压迫的一群人,在这个被血染红的社会里只有郭敬明那种能写出那些刻在椅子后的爱情，会不会像水泥上的花朵，开出没有风的，寂寞的森林的作家才能上福布斯..

我自己电脑现在上不了网,我拿我妈的上..她在桌面上看见了上面那张图,然后跟我说这么丑的图干嘛不删了..我完全不知道这张图哪里丑,虽然可以说不漂亮,不丑吧..反而她博客里的图我是一张都没法欣赏,全是阳光下的造型写真..

那些理论上纯美的东西如果不存在,去刻意地最大化地把那种不存在的东西表现出来的行为是虚伪的表现..